Get Your Heart Broken Once

Get your heart broken once, or even twice and you're never the same again.
I know that it hurts, I know that it feels like the end of the worlds. 

But we allhave to go through it at some point in our lives. 

You know why? Because it makes you a better, stronger person. 

You're learning so much without even realising it.
You're going to come out of this, I promise. 

You just have to follow the golden rules. 

 

Don't contact them. Stop waiting for them to come back (if they do, cross the bridge only then). Get sociable. Smile. And if they caused you trouble never let them see that it have got to you even because the sweetest revenge for all the shit they'd done to you ; 
show them the happiness of your life.

...live in the moment...

...we hold on to the past...and...keep wondering about the future...
Not really living in the NOW!

P/S : Happy MONDAY and good day ahead!

..bitter pill to swallow...

..Assalamualaikum w.b.t N mungkin tidak terlambat untuk gua mengucapkan salam Maal Hijrah 1432 H kepada semua umat Islam di seluruh dunia..hehe..mcm 1 dunia je baca blog gua..when i'm writing, there's must be something happen that fluctuated my emotions..because i thought that i'm writing well when i'm slightly demotivated..eh betul ke ayat gua nie..hantam saja lah..gua bukan anak mat Salleh pun.. hurmm..by the way, this entry is dedicated to someone that have made a confession on me..n honestly i'm still shocked eventhough i feel like it could be predicted..firstly, please..please..please forgive me..i should response fast enough..and secondly, i wanna tell u that i like the way our friendship is progressing..but i hope it won't be affected by either any interior or inferior disturbance..i really appreciate yours as well as other friends..but to move on to another stages..i'm afraid that i couldn't take it..there's something that i want to achieve..there's some place that i want to go..n there's someone that i want to wait despite that it could hurt me later..it could be me who will have the last cry..but i think it's worth waiting for it..maybe someday i'll regret my decision but we're human being after all..can't run from making mistake..n i'm always praying for we could get a better life..as the time goes on..InsyaAllah...

..times to move on...

..the hiatus effect...

..flip flopping through the pages of my life..how it's full of tarnished old stains that can never seem to fade away from the history book..it will remain there as it was first seen..i'm not the Goddess that could take a glimpse of the journey ahead..it seems so far away, i wonder if i'm ever going to reach it..i'm not flawless..i make tons of mistakes, but it's not an opportunity for other person to decide whether i was to be punished or not but it is a chance to forgive me for the things i've done wrong..apologizing sincerely seems not to work out..i'm staying strong, but i'm not a fighter..i wish i was, but i'm weak inside..i'm not capable to wake up instantly like nothing has happened..i'm just an ordinary human being, maybe i was too ordinary..i'm no longer happy as i was before..i may be smiling and laughing but deep inside it's full of pain and hurt that makes me suffer each time i chuckle..i want to start a new chapter in this historical book of mine, but it's hard to even finish the previous chapter without pausing at every phrase..it takes a lot of time before i could ever move on..but hey, it's not the end of d world; there are still things i want to do..breaking up is not dying..life goes on as usual for me..Cheer up!!