tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78596006917420103792024-03-22T00:45:46.479+08:00The Life and Times| A Charming Journey from Grief to Hope |Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.comBlogger43125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-64190786873075845262014-06-15T13:24:00.001+08:002014-06-15T13:33:42.172+08:00Brasil 2014<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">well, tengok entry title pun dah tau gua nak update pasal Piala Dunia. temasya bola sepak 4 tahun sekali nie memang paling ditunggu oleh semua orang tak mengira peringkat usia dan jantina. gua secara formalitinya menonton Piala Dunia secara istiqamah pada tahun 1998. ok, pasukan pilihan gua korang takyah la tanya. setiap edisi Piala Dunia gua akan menyokong Three Lions, tanpa prejudis. ini wajib, gua rasa kuah yang bapak gua makan dah tertumpah sikit dalam pinggan gua kot. walaupun setiap 4 tahun gua akan merasa kecewa, gua tetap akan sokong England. biar la kene bahan macam mana sekali pun. gua tetap akan beli jersi replika diorang untuk kenang-kenangan.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">untuk 2014 nie gua dah plan nak beli jersi original diorang. gua dah usha2 dah. memang mampu milik dan berbaloi untuk disarung ke badan montel gua nie. gua rasa gua boleh jadi macam Rooney, versi overweight sikit la. tapi hasrat tue agak terbantut bila gua tengok live match England lawan Itali pagi tadi. naharrromm kalah 2-1. kalau tak lepas group stage memang tak berbaloi gua beli. Rooney pun main macam sisa tinja. baik gua beli jersi <i>player edition</i> England cap Siam kat Nilai 3 semalam. tapi takpe lah, gua dah beli jersi away Oranje untuk dirasmikan kat Floria Putrajaya petang nie. gua rasa diorang bole g jauh dari England dalam edisi Piala Dunia kali nie. kbai. </span><br />
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Gua menulis kerana gua memang suka menulis (<i>ok, kalau kat blog kira taip lah kan</i>). Tapi gua pun tak mengiktiraf diri gua sebagai penulis, cuma lazimnya inilah tabiat yang gua ada pada waktu senggang sejak menghabiskan kuliah di UPM dulu. Selain dari bermain bola, futsal dan game Football Manager la. Gua tahu gua memang takde bakat pun dalam bidang penulisan, cuma mahu menyisip cerita (<i>putus cinta</i>) dan pengalaman hidup sebab takut-takut terlupa bila dah tua nanti. Nak tulis dalam diari memang rare la kot. Apatah lagi dengan risiko untuk diari tersebut menjadi santapan semut dan anai-anai di rumah. Tak caya? Cuba tanya member gua, Affandi. External hard disc pun semut makan sampai rosak tau! Tajam gigi semut nie. </div>
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Gua tahu idea gua akan meluap-luap keluar bila mana hati gua sedang kusut, berceramuk dan berkecamuk. Mungkin pada masa tue gua perlukan seseorang untuk mendengar bebelan gua yang penuh dengan carutan kot. Gua pun tak sedar bila masa carutan nie dah jadi sebati dengan gua. Pengaruh rakan sebaya la kot. (<i>ok, salahkan member pulak</i>). Sebab tue pada awal-awal kemunculan blog gua nie, semua post penuh dengan elemen melancholic dan emo. Gua tak nafikan gua memang ada sentimental value yang tinggi, tapi takde la sampai jiwang berkarat-karat. Silap haribulan boleh kene tetanus oo. </div>
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Pada dasarnya, semua orang pernah putus cinta <i>(unless u're lucky bastard that succeed on your first love</i>) atau pun memang ada individu-individu tak pernah jatuh cinta <i>(tak pernah bercinta memang tak merasa la putus cinta. ye dak?</i>). Tapi akan tiba pada satu titik kehidupan korang, korang akan rasa bahawa kehilangan seseorang yang korang cintai akan menjadikan diri korang manusia yang lebih baik lagi. Korang akan berhenti menangis. Korang akan belajar untuk melihat dunia dari sisi pandangan yang lain. Korang akan tahu menghargai apa yang ada di sekeliling korang. Keluarga?Kawan? Atau musuh yang selama nie korang benci, tapi sebenarnya mereka-mereka tidaklah begitu jijik untuk dibenci. Cuma bila putus cinta, korang akan melihat mereka dari perspektif yang berbeda. Alam cinta memang membuatkan kita berada di dimensi lain. Bukan ke? Dan secara ikhlasnya, ini lah yang membuatkan gua menulis. Dulu gua menulis kerana putus cinta. Sekarang gua menulis kerana C.I.N.T.A. </div>
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Anyhow, before gua melalut dengan lebih panjang lagi. Gua ingin mengucapkan Happy Belated New Year 2014 kepada member-member dan kekasih gua yang membaca blog ini. Steady beb. Tahun nie gua nak jadi produktif menulis blog (ini consider azam tahun baru ke). Gua tau gua memang rasa malas menulis bila gua rasa bahagia. Come on, i'm happy with my real life. Thus, i'm wrote well when i'm slightly demotivated (ayat nak mintak penampar). As usual, awal-awal tahun nie memang havoc dengan azam tahun baru kan. Pigidah, paling kuat pun azam tue korang ingat sampai bulan Mac. Pastu ke laut dah la sampai hujung tahun. Takpe, gua pun buat benda yang sama gak sebenarnya. hekhek. </div>
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Actually, seperti yang gua explain 2 tahun lepas. Azam tue consider exaggerate. So, kita panggil impian tahun baru la ye. Untuk 2013 gua memang ada 1 impian. Gua nak survive. Sebab? Just because i need to. Korang bayangkan korang akan jobless dengan pelbagai pinjaman nak kene bayar. PTPTN. Kereta. Menangeh bro. Nasib baik belum beli rumah or buat loan kahwin. Kalau tak memang carik Along (bukan debtor tapi akak gua) la. Zaman sekarang bukan senang nak carik keje. Keje yang ada pun kadang-kadang tak kene dengan jiwa atau bayaran kurang berpatutan dengan bantingan tulang empat kerat setiap hari. Tapi jangan putus asa, rezeki dan rahmat dari Allah memang ada. Cuma bila belum sampai tue kita jangan cepat mengalah dan berhenti berharap. </div>
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Untuk 2014 nie pun gua tak nak banyak jugak, gua nak 2 je. Boleh kan? First of all, gua akan cuba untuk securekan kerja gua whatever it takes. Walaupun gua agak selesa dengan keadaan sekarang, i want to improve. If changes makes us better. Constantly changes makes us perfect. Winston Churchill kot cakap. Cuba angpa check. Sementara gua ada kerja lagi nie, gua boleh selektif sikit. Cuma by that time contract gua tak re-new, gua mesti ada Plan B oi. Gua baru 28, belum 68 lagi nak makan duit pencen hari-hari. Takdak kije memang gua apply masuk Maharaja Lawak Mega.<br />
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Dan yang kedua, gua nak kawen tahun nie. Bukan sebab trending atau pengaruh rakan sebaya. Tapi gua rasa memang dah sampai seru kot nak menamatkan zaman bujang. Dan gua rasa memang dah jumpa jugak pemilik tulang rusuk kiri gua nie. Bak kata Syed Mustafa, rasa shit do bila tido tak peluk orang. Biasa aa statement orang baru kawen. Dah, gua penat nak tulis panjang-panjang. Banyak lagi keje nak buat. Nanti aa kalau rajin gua update la entri lagi. Chow!</div>
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Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-71535108146334058092013-11-12T00:40:00.002+08:002013-11-12T07:01:26.893+08:00| Everybody Have Their Own Love Story |<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I've always been forgetting to update this blog since move to Bangi. Bukan malas, tapi tak cukup masa dan komitmen. Ok, lame excuse. Pemalas cakap je la. Alasan bertingkek-tingkek. But recently, gua dah dilantik secara tidak rasmi menjadi tutor cinta peribadi oleh member gua sendiri. Ini personal achievement yang menarik barangkali. Bukan nak menjaja cerita cinta rakan karib sendiri. Tidak. Gua pun sudah memaklumkan kepada beliau, gua hanya mahu melihat mekanisme percintaan itu, mahu menyaksikan bagaimana kitaran metamorfosis cinta berlaku. Adakah harmoni atau sebaliknya. (Wei deddy, ini bukan kitar hidup belalang la)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Dan tidak, ini bukan satu eksperimen atau ujikaji. Gua hanya mahu menjadi penasihat dan pendengar yang baik. Ini sahaja yang mampu gua tawarkan kepada beliau. Gua tahu, perjalanan cinta setiap orang tidak sama. Tak semua orang dapat apa yang mereka mahukan, gua berpesan kepada beliau. Do not over-expecting on uncertain things especially when it comes to heart matter, specifically pada mereka yang baru jatuh cinta. Tak kisah la jatuh cinta yang keberapa kali pun. Do not compare jalan cerita cinta kau dengan orang lain. Ada orang berjaya pada percubaan pertama, ada yang berjaya pada percubaan kedua. Namun, ada juga yang tak berjaya walaupun dah 18 kali jatuh cinta. Ini bukan jenaka. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Gua sudah menganalisa situasi beliau. It's a love story (ok, consider cerita cinta la ye) that could defying the logic. Quite difficult situation yet impossible. I want u to win her heart. I know u'll come back strong not because you've a good tutor ( ini angkat bakul sendiri), but because of your strong will and enthusiasm. Someone at Penang have been taken. Followed by someone at Bangi. And i want to see another legendary love story as we are. Another mesmerizing fairy tale that we will cherish every time we pause our step and stare on it. I wish you a very good luck, knight!</span></div>
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I want to tuck u into the folds of my notes and scraps of paper and keep u alive with my ink.<br />
I want to slip u into paint and splays u on canvas under the cover of disguise only I will know.<br />
Then I'll start thinking of new ways to tuck you away and keep you around, plot out of the next words and notes that you'll become, the next shape you will take.<br />
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Sometimes I just think about your name. It comes to mind in a sing-songy tune.<br />
You linger. I don't mind anymore. You've become part of me.<br />
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Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-76779658274646753952013-03-05T17:32:00.002+08:002013-03-05T17:42:31.411+08:00| Kehidupan dan Masa | <div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Sudah masuk bulan terakhir dalam suku pertama 2013 dan untuk tahun ni gua masih lagi malas mengupdate blog. Kesuraman dalam kerjaya mungkin. Kepatahan hati juga mungkin. Atau mungkin juga kerna gua terlalu memberikan komitmen dalam hobi terbaru gua yakni bermain DOTA. Laungan retorik "<i>i'm wrote well when i'm slightly demotivated</i>" yang selalu gua canangkan dah boleh campak ke laut jugak kot. But please, <i>even genius make mistakes one or twice</i>. (and even thrice : ini kucing gemuk gua je yang paham)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Gua bukannya tak nak mengutarakan isu pencerobohan Lahad Datu yang sedang hangat sekarang. Namun lebih sekadar memberi peluang kepada mereka-mereka yang lebih arif untuk memberi kita informasi terkini dan sahih. Gua hanya mampu berdoa dan berharap semoga isu ini pantas selesai. Sebab setakat ni, paling kuat gua pegang senapang pun dalam Battlefield 3. Tak pun dalam Counter Strike. Blackshot gua tak try lagi. Malas ah. Sebab malam-malam sekarang gua sibuk. Sibuk nak manjakan kucing gemuk gua. Biar dia makin gemuk. Senang sikit gua nak tumbuk perut dia. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Walaubagaimana malas sekali pun, gua tetap nak mengupdate blog gua petang ni. Al-maklumlah kerja-kerja kat office sekarang dah makin berkurangan bahana isu perpindahan. Bagi mereka yang belum sedia maklum, gua dijadualkan dan diminta oleh pucuk pimpinan atasan untuk meletak jawatan gua secara paksa rela di tempat kerja sekarang atas alasan penutupan stesen penyelidikan. Eleh, nak mengelat bayar VSS (Voluntary Separation Scheme) pada gua la tue. Dan ini sebenarnya mengundang spekulasi. Malahan rakan-rakan media gua pun sering bertanya. Apa jadi lepas ko berenti? Nak kerja mana? Nak duduk mana? Balik kampung jadi petani ke? Jadi ke tak kawen dengan aku? (ok. ini soalan gua reka sendiri) </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Untuk tidak mahu mengundang lebih banyak spekulasi, di sini gua akan menjelaskan bahawasanya Biotropics Malaysia Berhad akan menawarkan satu kontrak disertai dengan memorandum persefahaman (MoU) kepada syarikat gua (ini gua tak reka sendiri) untuk menjaga segala khazanah dan harta peninggalan mereka yang akan berpusat di Jabatan Pertanian Serdang selama setahun berkuatkuasa mulai 1 April 2013. (MoU tak keluar lagi. Kalau diorang buat April Fool, gua panggil geng-geng militan Sulu menceroboh ibu pejabat tempat kerja gua kat Glenmarie sat g). Kiranya kerja gua akan secure untuk tempoh satu tahun lagi. Next year la baru cari kerja tempat lain. Balik Johor tanam pokok palma ke. Bela ikan piranha ke. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Mungkin gua akan menginap di Bangi bersama kekasih-kekasih hati gua (ya, ini plural. bukan singular) mulai bulan hadapan. Kalau ternampak gua tengok wayang kat Mines ke. Beli external hard disc kat Lowyatt ke. Beli buku kat MPH Alamanda ke. Tegur-tegur la gua. Mana tahu gua boleh mintak belanja roti bom kat mamak Maulana. Cuma di sini gua ingin menyatakan bahawa housemate gua nanti bakal berkahwin pada bulan Oktober dan gua harus disesarkan daripada rumah tersebut. So, at the end of August or early September gua kene cari kediaman baru. Kalau korang ada bilik kosong kat banglo korang ke. Kondo korang ke. Rumah teres korang ke. Sila roger gua kalau korang tak nak tengok member korang yang comot ni tido kat bawah flyover/jambatan mana-mana. Atau berkhemah di pinggir Tasik Cempaka. Sekian, terima kasih. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">#and owh, tajuk blog ni gua tukar lagi. Bukan "Di Batas Masa", sebab dulu blog gua kene hijack pastu suka-suki dia je tukar nama blog gua jadi camtu. It's called "The Life and Times" sempena buku Einstein yang gua baru beli dengan harga 85 sen. Mungkin gua tukar lagi kalau rasa macam tak sedap. haha. </span></div>
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You are a powerful person. No one ever knows what they’re capable of until something happens that forces them to rise to the occasion. And then a natural high starts to wash over their body and they realize that they haven’t been living up to their full potential. They can achieve so much more if they just tap into their inner strength.</div>
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It’s easy to go through this life letting bad things happen to us. It’s easy to lie in bed all day, feeling vaguely depressed, picking at the wounds. (You never stop picking scabs. This habit always stays with you.) We’re letting someone come in and twist us violently around their finger. Then we act surprised after the closeness fades and the body turns cold. We get upset. We feel empty. We let someone in to fill us up, only to deplete us later. Who? When? How?</div>
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There are so many things in this life that we cannot control. Cancer, assault, someone waking up one day and deciding they don’t love us anymore. We go outside every day knowing that we’re leaving a portion of it up to the fates.<i> “Be kind to me, sweetie!”</i> you say to the sky as you’re leaving your apartment. We complain when our lives become unexpectedly difficult, when curve-balls are thrown and we have to act immediately. What about that? What about avoiding the things we know will hurt us? What about letting ourselves have the nice life we deserve instead of one full of self-inflicted anxiety and pain?</div>
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the truth is that i’m over it. i’m currently walking through a tunnel whose end i can see; even those walls feel as cold as they are strangely comforting. during my torrid time, at least i know what can be expected. i do wake up with absurdly inflated hopes of finding the love of my life or achieving great things. simply making it through a full day without collapsing in a bedroom. i’m happy to live with for now. and i truly apologize (again) if my friends think that i should be doing better, but i’m not going to pretend that everything is wonderful. i’m sad maybe, i’m broken, too but i’m over it, really over it but the problem is, the impact from flying through the air is not recovered yet. not fully recovered though. but i do believe that time will heal..</div>
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Rosemario Urquico once wrote "You Should Date A Girl Who Read" in response to Charles Warnke article on "You Should Date Illiterate Girl" . (Both article were recommended for you to read). They may be biased over their own preference but everybody has their's. Ain't it? </div>
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Charles Warnke said in his article, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">" <b>Don't date a girl who read because the girl who read is storyteller</b>"</span>. Tell us should do this, don't do that. You should be here, don't be there which can makes our life more miserable and goddamned difficult. She, the girl who read, makes us be like every single character of their favorite books. Expecting us to magically plot and plan all the prologue, beginning, climax and ending of their life, basically towards problem or opportunities. Makes our life no variable and always stagnant. Besides, for the worst, the girl who read is a dreamer, dull (need more adrenaline) and becoming too predictable. </div>
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But i somehow agreed with Rosemario Urquico. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">"<b>Date a girl who read because you deserved it. If you want the world and beyond it, date a girl who read</b>"</span>. I'm really date a girl who read once even she's a nerd. Nerd-fighter in my opinion. Rarely give up and always passion enduring difficult situation. Showing that she's worth fighting for us (me personally) and I've already did it. Doesn't makes us a criminal if we plotting every single action, every single chapter in our life. Life is beautifully unpredictable though. If you're not originally a reader, try to read her interest. Try. Try. Just once is enough. Shares your opinion. Hear her's. Talk. Lough. Smile. Hug. Cherish every single moment with her, and if you find a girl who read. Please, don't hurt her heart. Love her. Always. Even-though she's not living with you, doesn't mean that she don't love you anymore. </div>
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Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-25279111217742674172012-03-20T16:57:00.000+08:002012-03-20T16:57:53.130+08:00Get Your Heart Broken Once<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Get your heart broken once, or even twice and you're never the same again.</span><br style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;" /><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">I know that it hurts, I know that it feels like the end of the worlds. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">But we all</span><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">have to go through it at some point in our lives. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">You know why? Because it makes </span><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">you a better, stronger person. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">You're learning so much without even realising it.</span><br style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;" /><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">You're going to come out of this, I promise. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">You just have to follow the golden </span><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">rules. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Don't contact them. Stop waiting for them to come back (if they do, </span><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">cross the bridge only then). Get sociable. Smile. And if they caused you trouble </span><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">never let them see that it have got to you even because the sweetest revenge </span><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">for all the shit they'd done to you ; </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><b>show them the happiness of your life</b>. </span></div>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-53134966354400091152012-03-13T13:28:00.003+08:002012-03-14T15:19:00.755+08:00Wedding I Must Attend<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: small;">salah seorang kawan baik gua masa zaman undergrade melangsungkan perkahwinan beliau sudah. gua tribute kan entry ini khas untuk beliau. walaupun gua tau dia mana ada masa sangat nak baca. biasa r, org dah kawen mmg busy. betul? baik, kitorang panggil dia <b>Cip</b> walhal nama sebenar beliau adalah <b>Mohd Aliff bin Mohd Ali</b>. senior bagi nama. kami orang ikut je la. nanti ada yang kene campak dari tingkat 3 bangunan asrama. tak ke haru. </span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: small;"><br />
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masa sem 1 dulu, schedule kelas gua sama dengan mamat ni. mungkin ade chemistry kot. jadi kitorang pun selalu pergi kelas sama-sama. gua masih ingat lagi ayat lazim beliau waktu pergi kelas sambil jalan kaki dulu. "<i>culture shock!</i>" "<i>culture shock</i>!". gua difahamkan beliau merupakan lepasan <b>PASUM</b> (Pusat Asasi Sains UM). lifestyle dia kat UM pun sosialis tahap kokang. culture shock jugak katanya. sebab dia dari sekolah menengah agama kerajaan negeri Melaka. kejadah ape sume nak culture shock. bagi elektrik shock baru tau. ceh. gua komplen org je tau. </span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-254024114727683722011-10-25T22:25:00.015+08:002011-10-25T22:54:29.553+08:00..we're happy family though, Go Ace!..<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">sedang gua berehat2 di rumah sambil buat reading, novel Gurindam Jiwa..ye, gua memang penggemar Hlovate..gua salahkan bekas kekasih gua sebab dia yang paksa baca novel Hlovate yang dia beli (Tunas dgn aA + bB je pun)..tapi Gurindam Jiwa ni gua beli masa bulan puasa..sampai sekarang belum habis2 baca lagi..dah bosan dengan gaya penulisan Hlovate mungkin..berbalik kepada cerita asal..sedang khusyuk membuat pembacaan, tiba2 Ace menjerit dengan nada dering yang familiar.."<i>ur sister is attempting to reach u on ur cellular device</i>"..siapa yang call Maghrib2 ni, along ke aida..gua semak nama pemanggil, owh aida rupanya..memang gua call aida petang tadi, tapi dia x angkat..sibuk mungkin..tp xpe..dia dah call balik..setelah berbalas salam dan bertanyakan khabar masing2..aida bertanya, "t<i>ak aktifkan fb lagi ke?lamanya deactivate</i>"..ceh, ni antara soalan yang gua dah dapat agak muncul dari mulut dia..dengan berat gua menjawab, "<i>ala, nanti la..nanti eh..x sempat la nak aktifkan..</i>"..gua pulak jawab (menipu! apa yg tak sempatnya..cakap je la hati sakit lagi)..</span></span>"<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>kenapa tanya ni?ada pape yg best ke kat fb?</i>", sambung gua lagi.."<i>via Android! via Android! tengok la nanti..haha</i>", aida menjawab dengan ceria..owh, gua dah boleh agak da tanpa bertanya dengan lebih lanjut..setelah diselidik2, rupanya dia dah beli phone baru..Ace jugak!! xde phone lain ke nak beli?chaitt..tapi dalam hati, gua tumpang gembira..bertambah lagi kawan Ace..2 minggu lepas Aced dah keluar..<b>Aced</b> - Ace yg dipast tense kan..haha..gua memang terer BI..sesuai dengan jiwa lelaki dia..phone baru aida gua belum bagi nama lagi..esok2 la..arini tak nak pikir lagi..kadang2 gua bengkek jugak dengan si aida ni..dah ada Blackberry..beli Ace lagi..ni belum kira hand bag, kasut dan segala macam branded stuff dia yang lain..gua syak PTPTN bagi loan juta2 kot sekarang..gua yg dah bekerja tetap ni masih berkira2 nak beli laptop Sony Vaio..tapi kenapa encik Busyra pakai phone lama lagi (jimat kot)..pape pun, tahniah kepada cik Aida..welcome to Ace Member Club!..we're happy family though..haha..</span></span></div>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-37087788732780886562011-10-18T12:31:00.003+08:002011-10-18T12:34:07.302+08:00..too many plans to plan..<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: small;">..tenggelam timbul kat blog perkara biasa..kalau ada masa, update lah..kalau busy, maap zahir batin..sebulan sekali baru update..encik duke selalu cakap, banyak sgt plan dalam tengkorak ko ni..main pingpong pun pikir 40 step ke depan nak kalahkan dia..2 yang bola banyak sangkut kat net..nak pergi ofis pun dok 30 minit pikir nak pakai baju kemeja rasmi ke kemeja-T je..selipar kaler hitam ke sandal koko..perfume CK One ke Burberry Brit yg along belikan masa dia g outstation..</span><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">hadoi la..sejak bila amik berat tentang semua2 ni..bukan biasa main langgar je ke..bukan ada amoi pun kat office tue..masalah utamanya..kerja ni..kalau plan semua dalam tengkorak, bila nak diterjemahkan menjadi bahan kajian..kertas kerja melambak-lambak dah pulun..banyak sgt plan..back-up plan la, plan B la, game plan la (igt main PES 2011 ke)..tau 24 jam sehari/minggu yg Allah bagi memang cukup..tapi masih terkejar-kejar nak siapkan semua-semua..kene amik kursus time management kot..bangun pagi jam 530 pun masih lambat g kerja..masalah nie..nasib baik x amalkan sistem biometriks kat sini..</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">p/s : lupa, ada plan nak terbitkan mini novel kat blog ni bertajuk "cinta kakak koko" </span></div>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-43570339779072149852011-09-20T19:46:00.005+08:002011-09-20T19:53:45.268+08:00| Birthday Poem |<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"></span> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><br />
kehidupan bagaikan bahtera,</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;">terumbang-ambing dipukul badai sepi,</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;">menghitung hari-hari yang menjalar,</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;">melitupi kesedihan diri.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><br />
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<div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">a lot like faith,</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Deddy Mizwar Aris</span></span></div></div>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-22156272891567491352011-08-17T11:55:00.006+08:002011-08-17T12:03:33.415+08:00..One BIG Apology...<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Assalamualaikum w.b.t and greetings to all,</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">due to some recent matters, some of the post have been <strike><span style="color: red;">removed</span> </strike>transferred to draft..i'm sorry for any inconvenience..i ain't quite sure whether the post will be re-published..thanks for the support..it have been great to have you people around..(frankly i'm saying)</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">a lot like thanks,</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Deddy Mizwar Aris</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"></div>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com0Penang, Malaysia5.2632341000000009 100.484622700000055.0315961000000007 100.29700520000004 5.4948721000000011 100.67224020000005tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-80665043609161304942011-08-11T14:29:00.011+08:002011-08-11T16:55:36.692+08:00..memasak Part 1...<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">..tragedi ni berlaku seminggu sebelum bulan Ramadhan..gua memang kadang-kadang teringin nak memasak sebenarnya..al-maklumlah, gua kan seorang yang polos dan berjiwa murni..apatah lagi bila bulan Ramadhan tiba nanti..boleh la gua memasak untuk berbuka dan makan sahur..jimat kata nya..boleh simpan duit buat kawen..ye dak?dan sesampainya gua kat rumah lepas balik solat Jumaat, gua berniat nak makan maggi bersama telur..biasa, makanan kasta pertengahan..gua pun panaskan minyak dalam kuali..sementara nak menunggu minyak panas, gua dengan rajinnya pegi mengemas buku serta majalah yg ada dalam bilik..terlebih rajin gamaknya masa 2..dalam lebih kurang 20 minit gua rasa rumah gua dah penuh dengan asap..demm..sape yg buat pembakaran terbuka waktu tgh ari yg mulia ni..tiba-tiba gua teringat kuali td..ahhh sudah..gua berlari-lari anak ke dapur dan ternyata intuisi gua betul..kuali tue dah terbakar..dengan asap berkepul2..gua panik ni..dalam hati gua jangan la gas tu meletup dulu..sewa rumah bulan depan x bayar lagi (xde kaitan)..gua masuk bilir air..amik gayung dan terus simbah air ke dapur..x sampai 4 saat api pun padam..gua check 2,kuali dengan sudip dah hangus..dan satu lagi, dinding dapur rumah gua yg damai tue pun dah bertukar jadi kaler hitam..gua start Jade..pergi office dengan muka kelat..duduk melepek kat depan pc sambil tahan lapar..syabas deddy..syabas..gagal sekali x bermakna gagal selamanya.. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">p/s : jangan nak rajin sgt la memasak sambil kemas buku dlm bilik.. </span></div>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-44860818678600409342011-08-06T16:07:00.010+08:002011-08-07T02:08:47.748+08:00..I am NOTHING...<div style="text-align: center;">it is not that i am not thankful. i am.</div><div style="text-align: center;">tapi entahlah. selalu rasa kecil dan diperkecil.</div><div style="text-align: center;">selalu rasa tidak penting dan dipinggirkan.</div><div style="text-align: center;">selalu rasa gagal dan dipandang gagal.</div><div style="text-align: center;">why?</div><div style="text-align: center;">hurmm...</div><div style="text-align: center;">i am not as good as they are.</div><div style="text-align: center;">i am not good. indeed.<br />
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<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;">P/S : </span><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: small;">as i'm only finished the thing that she's started..</span></div></div>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-20434371654866518872011-08-02T16:18:00.005+08:002011-08-02T16:44:53.600+08:00..Harapan Ramadhan...<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="344" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/RaeS-DDl6Qw?fs=1" width="425">&lt;p&gt;&amp;amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;amp;gt;dfd&lt;/p&gt;</iframe>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-38230111664599354872011-07-27T17:29:00.003+08:002011-07-27T21:18:59.113+08:00..jaded JADE...<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">..lontarkan...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">..kalau ia tidak meracun...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">..kongsikan...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">walau hanya pada awan-awan...</span></span><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">P/S : missing someone who have "S" at the beginning of her name</div>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7859600691742010379.post-67629648065830175432011-07-17T11:06:00.001+08:002011-07-17T18:55:40.449+08:00POKOK - Meet Uncle Hussain Ft. Hazama dengan lirik | with lyric [HQ Audio]<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="344" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/6WCcOHJ61jw?fs=1" width="425"></iframe>Deddy Mizwar Arishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00394741599142734204noreply@blogger.com0Shah Alam, Selangor, Malaysia3.090607 101.52959692.9581975 101.4677679 3.2230165 101.5914259