..i'm not PULLing you...

i not expecting to get something that u can't gave,
then not blaming you for not getting good..
i didn't stand by yourside, so i won't leave,
but one day i'll regretting because not trying to be with you..
i not making you feel awry,
although i'm trying to pull you, u're just keep going far astray from me..

..closing to finish first half of the year...

..it's mid of June already and am feeling like time is ticking faster than usual to end the 2nd Quarter of the year..huh..banyak keje tak setel2 lagi..wawawaaaaa..proposal x polish lagi..monthly progress report x siap..report utk study visit ke surabaya pun baru half-way done..pastu dh xde mood nak buat..kejadahnya buat report kene ade mood..kene tampar dgn boss baru tau..huhu..but i've to admit..this year have been busier than ever..mana nak masuk hutan cari kacip fatimahnya..dgn agronomic trial yg berduyun2 datang..x campur lagi waktu berpoya2 dgn kawan2..menonton koleksi movie, drama dan anime yg ade dalam disk keras..mandikan jade(ni pun nak sembang ke)..termasuklah acara2 kehidupan yg tetibe dtg..ptt la org kg gua sll cakap, "expect the unexpected"..boss pun selalu cakap, u have to live up the "researcher" title..come hell or high water --> ni ayat gua tambah sendiri maaa..haha..and the result, dengan rasminya..gua telah menjadi workaholic (pandai2 bagi gelaran kat diri sendiri)..and for someone who have been inspired me all this time along these year..many thanks to u....jaana!!